my Affirmation


"i patiently follow the guidance of my higher self on the path to enlightenment."

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

Journal - Tuesday

Submissive Guide Journal Prompt

When you fantasize, is it usually about someone you know?


my straight fantasies are always about Sir, and He is usually more than happy to make them come true :)

Before, my bi fantasies all revolved around one person, she is out of my life so those fantasies have shifted to people that i know but have not interacted with....yet :)

Mine is similar, but all silver
Mine are all silver here too!
Picked up sister slave and made a trip to the piercer.  i think we kinda freaked out Courtney (the piercer) because sister slave came back with me, too funny, it isn't like she hasn't seen all of me naked!  It was actually kinda strange with the piercer, she was attractive, i wonder if i'm able to do this because i had always imaged a semi-monogamous relationship with my ex....obviously that won't happen now, and i'll always be making my female/female relationships very on the surface, i don't know that i will be able to make a more permanent relationship with another woman, the ex ruined me for that and for that i'm sad :( so sad that things couldn't have been different, we truly were well matched in so many ways.  


All my jewelry is in place and Sir approves of it.  we were also able to pick up items for the kinky gift exchange that will be held at the private group x-mas party on Saturday, i'm just knocking those things off my to do list!  We went to lunch at one of my most favorite Mexican restaurants, i rarely get there so it was a real treat.

i mentioned to Sir that my blog has been rather boring lately, He asked why...i told Him the truth, we haven't played in quite a while, with my trip and everything.  He said that He had actually been thinking that but scheduling this week is going to suck.  #4 has choir rehearsal tonight, and he won't be gone long enough to play, he has a choir performance tomorrow night and we will, of course, be attending, Thursday night is my submissive support group x-mas party and that only leaves Friday night....i hate when we are just too busy to play!


Ok, off to unload the dishwasher and try to finish my book for the book club meeting on Friday, i've been so bad about reading lately!  Have a wonderful night all!!!!



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