PLAY!!!!!

Saturday brought very unwelcome news, #4 who works for Best Buy had a meeting at 7 am (which he was late for because our power went off last night) and was told that their store is closing in May...he was really bummed, worst part is that #2.5 works full time there as a supervisor and will be losing her job too, she is the primary support as #2 goes to school full time and only works part time.  As always, positive attitude and i'm sure she'll find something at one of the other stores...hopefully something for #4 too but obviously that isn't nearly as urgent.

Tonight was the munch, but so many people weren't going...either at LLC or at another function in town tonight that Sir decided we weren't going...he wanted to play.  That was going well until #4 came up and asked if his BFF could spend the night...crap, don't mind playing with #4 in the house but another kid makes it problematic.  We did play, it was awesome, as always, but fast because i was really not feeling comfortable with the friend getting here.

Sir had me kneel, collared me, i serviced him and then he blindfolded me and led me to my corner by my hair (yes, he's loving the longer hair!) .  i knelt while he prepared things the way that he wanted them....i crawled to the table and was tied to it...Sir started with the acrylic cane and gave me a thorough full body rhythmic caning...it felt like a deep tissue massage with a few "harder" hits....after he moved to the leather paddle and progressed the same way...then the wooden paddle (which i usually don't like much) and with each pass the strikes were harder...finally ending with him giving my ass a really, really, thorough beating, especially when he turned it sideways and hit with the narrow side.  It was awesome.....


And with that i'm off to bed, well used and sore :)

This reminded me of my ex...it's hard to get crazier than me but she managed!  Funny, i still kinda miss her....

Journey to Balance

If you don’t get the result you want and you know that you’ve given it your best shot, you have not failed. What you have is a valuable experience, growth, and knowledge of what you must do different to get the outcome you desire. Free yourself from other people’s judgment of you. You certainly don’t owe anybody any explanation for your life & choices you make. It’s between your own conscious , you own mind, your own self. Now, just go do it so that you can say, YES, I did it…

Peace & Love~~morgaine