Journal - Tuesday

Ok, so i'm out of my funk enough to talk about it.  Once a month, usually around the full moon i need to disconnect from the internet and the people around me.  It can last one to three days and most of my friends know and accept this.  One of my sister subs hadn't been through that yet and she was freaking out.  Three phone messages and several texts.  i reconnected with her today and explained what happens...she's ok now but she was really worried and for that i must apologize.  i forget how much that can effect those around me, my close friends and family have always experienced it and they are used to it.  Sir stays close and watches, He knows what i need and gives it to me.  i rarely leave my room on those days but it is just a part of who i am.  It's over for this month, YAY!

Now...today i had fun, well as much fun as waxing can be :)!  Seriously, does anyone really think that hurts?    i don't get that!  My sister slave was hanging with me for the day and it was a good day.  Did a bunch of running for Spanks and things are coming together well.  i'm SO psyched!  If you've never been to a big event it is amazing, you can immerse yourself for the entire weekend, wear whatever your Sir wants, talk kinky and not have to worry about offending the vanillas, oh and be a total voyeur in the dungeon, it's better than a vacation because you can totally be yourself.


So, i sit here, freshly waxed with suitcases all around me.  Sister slave gave me a Coach purse that is just perfect for me, life is good!  Sir and i sat out in the back this evening, had a buck walk just a few feet from us, i love where we live, it's not far from much of anything but we have a creek and wildlife in the backyard!


Goodnight good friends and thanks for reading!