my Affirmation


"i patiently follow the guidance of my higher self on the path to enlightenment."

Monday, November 14, 2011

Submissive Journal Prompt--

Are you into pain? Is it a service you offer as a part of your submission? Do you believe you could be trained to take pain as pleasure?


Ok, so when i read this prompt i was sitting with Sir, He just raised an eyebrow...

i need pain, not everyday, but is something i need.  This isn't a part of my submission, Sir would be happy to never inflict pain on me again, He does it because i need it.  What is really strange is that the amount of pain i need from Him to hit space is significantly less than i need from Sir Michael, my only thought on that is that i know what a sacrifice it is for Sir to do this for me and i can relax into it faster.

i spent the day cleaning and packing for Spanks.  i was scheduled to pick up sister slave at the airport but Sir insisted on going with me to handle the luggage for us women, i love that man!!  She brought me the cutest purple and black magnetic necklace/bracelet, it's beautiful and it covers my tattoo, should i ever need to do that.




Getting so excited for Spanks....just having a hotel room alone with Sir would thrill me, having great classes and a kinky dungeon are icing on the cake.  i'm going to the meet and greet, it's specifically for people who are looking for a partner to meet up, you wear a colored bracelet that shows what you are looking for.  Sir isn't going with me since i am looking only for females, i'll let you know how that goes, i love being bi single!!

Ok, off to bed, sleep tight friends!


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