Can you submit when trust has been broken? Can trust ever be rebuilt?
i have real trust issues. i think they stem from my father cheating on my mother (my mother was my best friend) they had been high school sweethearts and after 19 years of marriage he carried on an affair that many of their friends knew about but my mother did not. She was humiliated within their community and i have never forgiven him for that.
My Sir has never lost my trust, of course we have had issues over the years. We have been together for a very long time, but He knows how important trust is to me, so even before we were in the lifestyle if He had to do something He knew i wasn't going to like He would just spill it and we fought our way through it. It's just what we did, of course now, He just tells me and we do what He has decided. i trust Him completely, i know that He would never do anything to hurt me (any more than i like) and He is fierce when it comes to protecting me.
A couple of months ago someone i was very close to did lie to me, i was devastated, but i guess in a way it was good. i am much stronger after going through that and i've learned to be much more careful who i let in, those close to me now are genuine to the core. All things happen for a reason, sometimes it just takes a while to learn the reason.
i'd love to hear your thoughts on this. You can leave a comment below or email me directly at morgaine's e-mail.
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