Journal - Thursday

i've been busy the last couple of days helping my friend, we're planning a garage sale and the logistics are staggering!  Don't worry, we'll pull it together, we're both highly motivated!


Thank the Goddess that ATT Uverse arrived today and changed our internet and tv stuff back...we had changed to Charter and i have been without wireless for the last two weeks.  i was having to hang out in my bedroom (the only place that i had a LAN drop cable, yuck!) i'm back at my spot on the kitchen counter and couldn't be happier!  i was a bit bratty earlier, not really sure how that will pan out....Sir had to give me "the look"...oops!

i spent the afternoon with my new friend, she is awesome!  There will be more on that as it develops. 


The quote i put up earlier from Master Gallad spawned a bit of talk on Fet, it was nice talking to some of the folks over there, they are amazing!  In general i must say that my temperament and attitude are pretty much back to normal, it's been a while since i have felt this good and at ease with myself.  And  really...it is about freaking time!  i'm just way too old for 20 something drama, and everything seems to be drama in that age group...you can keep it!  Having more mature people in my life is refreshing.  i returned a piece of jewelery that was intended for my ex-lover, it was pretty much the last piece i had to permanently close that door, it felt good to complete that task.  Now i'm ready for whatever life throws at me...i have a lot of really wonderful things on the horizon and i'm going to attack them with the energy that they deserve.

i think this next quote pretty much sums up my new life creed..


"I'd rather treasure an enemy who frankly says she hates me.. Than to keep a friend whose passion is to put me down secretly."~~Anonymous

 

For me...it's honesty or nothing from here on out...and i plan to treat everyone with the same level of honesty...i'm too old for games and i really just don't want them anymore...move on or move out!  Take it or leave it...

i hope this didn't come out sounding whiny....that was not my intent, i'm just paring my life down to the folks who are right there on the surface, i don't want immature drama, lying, deception....come to me with honesty and we'll work out the problems together, i don't want to find out later it was all a lie.

With that i'm off to watch "The Secret Circle" a nice, light, witchy show.

Blessed Be!