Early Post

So, i thought i would post early since i am hoping to get a call to the dungeon tonight.  #4 is at work so we have the house to ourselves.

i spent the day doing some basic tasks and did a lot of introspection.  The meeting last night (Bi Alliance of St. Louis) really got me thinking.  The majority of the people at the meeting were really struggling with "coming out" in their social community.  i am so lucky that the local BDSM  community is very non-judgemental as far as sexual orientation, and since a lot of what we do is on Fetlife your sexual orientation is declared on your profile.  When i was with my ex girlfriend i considered myself heteroflexible, when we separated the first time i realized that even without her in my life i was still attracted to females so i changed my orientation to bisexual, our reconciliation was so short that i never bothered to change it back, truth be told, yes, i am attracted to women.  So, coming out in my community is a no brainer, i've come out to my sister and her friends, helps that they are all lesbians, but my children...not sure i'm ever going to come out to them.  i know they would not care that i was with a female, they have accepted their aunt from day one without a problem, i'm more afraid that they will look at it as a betrayal to their father.  So, lots to think about, again, i don't know that my children would ever really need to know, i guess if i became serious about someone then maybe, they knew about my ex-girlfriend, but just thought we were almost pathologically close, lol.  Turns out they were right!

The woman i met last night was there with her husband, she has recognized an attraction to women and he's trying to help her to find her way, i'm actually looking forward to getting to know her better!


Sir added the two buttons on the top left of my homepage, he's awesome!


Ok, gotta get a few things done, i need to drop off #1 and #1.5 at the airport in the morning for their Poconos and Pennsylvania vacation.