BMSL 2012!

i just realized that BMSL 2012 is in just 16 days!  i have sooooo much to do before then!  But it does make me a bit nostalgic, last year this time i was going to meet the ex for the first time at the event, she had "something" come up to prevent that, but the anticipation was very high.  i'm such a different person than i was last year, i learned so much about myself and who i want to play a part in my life...the event is just making me think about things...don't get me wrong, i don't regret any of the things that have happened (except maybe the short reconciliation) but everything happens in our life for a reason, it shapes who we are, and i'm ready to attend this event and have a blast!