my Affirmation


"i patiently follow the guidance of my higher self on the path to enlightenment."

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

BMSL Scene

Last night i was skyping with ss and told her i was unsure about my scene with Sir Robert this weekend....Sir and i have not played much in the last two months and when we did play my pain tolerance was very low.  Obviously i trust Sir Robert to stop if i need too, and Sir will be right there by my side, but i don't want to disappoint either of them.  i hadn't said anything to Sir about my apprehension but i swear we have a psychic connection because he ordered me to the dungeon last night!



i stripped down and knelt in my usual place while he collared me, he put on the blindfold and gag (he used the trainer this time, that one always makes my drool0 and ordered me to crawl to my corner and await further command...this is what i love most, the time he gives me to center myself!  A little while later he grabbed my ponytail and led me to the center of the room, put a spreader bar behind my back and positioned my arms around it and secured the whole thing with rope that he then secured to the eyebolt in the ceiling.  The only thing i could move was my feet.  And, let the games begin!  Hand for warm up then straight to the rattan cane....ow, ow, ow....it left some beautiful marks (above)  Funny thing, i have this hangup about symmetry, and to throw me even further off my game he only worked my right side....i love how he can push my buttons!
Yes, that is my poor little behind...


Anyway, i'll probably update again later, i just wanted to get this out while it was fresh in my mind.

1 comment:

  1. When you're ready i'm sure you will, i couldn't take a cane right away...it too close to a year to work up to it!

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