my Affirmation
"i patiently follow the guidance of my higher self on the path to enlightenment."
Struggling Blog Update
This is going to be a bit more intense than most of my posts...my head has been a mess for a while now. Usually mid winter is bad but by now things are clearing up, this year it's been pretty much opposite. When it gets this way i have so much trouble focusing on anything, filling out a form can be a challenge, and i have gaps in my memory. i also just don't want to leave the house, usually i can work around that but my sister's surgery fell smack dab in the middle of this and i really didn't have an option...she's home and doing well so i'm back to not wanting to talk to anyone, be online, or really do anything. i have a rule that i can not sleep during the day, if i don't follow that rule it's just that much worse. And apparently, thanks to a tweet from a friend, it's the full moon this weekend...UGH! This is one of those times when i really, really, appreciate Sir, he always helps to guide me through this...he really is awesome!
i'm sure i need a med adjustment but i can't do that until May 15th when our insurance kicks in again...so, in the meantime if i'm not around much you'll know why!
I'm definitely feeling it too sweets. Headaches, depression, and it doesn't help that I haven't talked to my girlfriend in about three weeks due to her being so busy with work. -growls- Trying to stick it out, but it's getting very, very, hard. Hoping she'll have some time to spend with me on Thursday being it's my birthday.
ReplyDeleteOh, happy early birthday, i'm sure i won't remember by Thursday :)
ReplyDeleteThat's tough not being able to talk for so long, hopefully things will settle down for her soon and you guys can get back on track!