my Affirmation
"i patiently follow the guidance of my higher self on the path to enlightenment."
Crummy Headspace Blog Update
Ugh...the moon and the lack of meds have me in a bad headspace. i laid in bed all day and only got up long enough to go produce shopping and to prepare dinner since we were having the #2's over again. They've gone home and i'm about to crash once again. The only really good part is that i know this will be short lived, only a couple more days and things will level out.
i decided to skip my bisexual social tonight, didn't feel up to the drive and i would have been late anyway after feeding everyone. Sir has commanded that i sleep with him again, that will make 4 nights in a row, he knows my mind isn't in a good place and just wants to keep an eye on me, he's a good man and an even better Dominant.
With that i'm off for a long, hot bath and then some more time in bed watching whatever i can find. i watched Friends with Benefits today... reassign the genders and it reminds me of Amy.
Have a great night! Enjoy the moon!
i really prefer not to take the anxiety meds and usually don't need to as long as my stabilizing meds are at the right level...just a couple more days and i should be good. i never stop taking them on my own but the insurance situation couldn't be avoided.
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