my Affirmation


"i patiently follow the guidance of my higher self on the path to enlightenment."

Friday, June 8, 2012

Friday Blog Update


Ok, so my last couple of days posts have been purposely vague.  i was stuck in a situation where i knew some information that was going to be upsetting to a very good friend but didn't want to be the one that shared it.  It ended up that the Dominant in question was deliberately putting me in this position with the hopes that i WOULD share it and therefore he wouldn't have to do his own dirty work.  i did in fact share it today, i hated doing it but was left no other option...my friend is in a much better place now and is going to be just fine.  So not fair that i had to do it...but i love her too much not let her know what i knew.  At least it's over.


i loved being owned....

We're supposed to go to a play party tonight, not really feeling the love for it, i'm secretly hoping that Sir will decide that we are staying home and playing here instead...we'll see what happens with that!


i was complaining to a friend today that i needed something new and exciting to blog about...there is only so many times i can talk about my service, it's very routine for me now, the rituals we follow daily, my daily chores, etc and i'm sure everyone else is tired of hearing about it.  i'll try to dig a little deeper from now on.


Sir.....
i'm feeling tons better, my meds are levelling out just as i knew they would, i appreciate all the kind thoughts that you guys have sent in support.  Normally my moods are pretty stable, i'm very good at taking my meds daily and doing what i need to in order to be healthy, Sir demands it and i comply.


Oh, coolest thing happened last night, we were all outside playing wiffle ball with the grandson and one of our "pet" deer walked right through the game...he was totally psyched!


Off to the party we go.....

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