We have not been in the lifestyle long, 4 years more or
less, but I am an avid reader and researcher so I feel like I have a pretty
good handle on the basics. At one point I
was mentoring a brand new submissive, she had found a Dom online, although he
was actually local, and they started seeing each other. They started their relationship and she asked
my advice on many aspects of their relationship and I gave her the best advice I
could. We shared the same demon,
Bipolar, and were able to talk to each other about it with true empathy.
After a couple of months she made a very bad choice in
reference to her family and really started spiraling downhill. I tried to give her advice and she kept choosing
to ignore it. She knew that her Dom was
not being faithful, something that she was not will to accept, yet kept making
excuses for why this “one time” she was going to forgive him. After about five “one times” i told her that
she needed to either accept it or move on, it was obvious he was not
monogamous, her response to me was “you have no idea, your relationship is
perfect!” at that point I stopped corresponding with her. Obviously my relationship is not perfect, not
by a long shot. I truly don’t believe
anyone’s relationship is. After a couple
of days she was messaging me to apologize, I was in the middle of dealing with
pneumonia and trying like crazy to make it to Austin in a few days for an event
so I sent a one line message that just said, “it’s fine”.
While at the event I really thought about my
interactions with her and decided that they had really become rather toxic, to
both of us. I was beating my head
against the wall at every turn and she was really only using me to vent , I was
no longer mentoring. As Sir says, “How
do you find such drama filled people to hook up with?” And truly, he’s absolutely right.
A couple weeks later she sent me a message asking if we could
get back to where we were. I simply told her that I didn't think our relationship
was healthy for either of us and wished her luck.
They have both dropped out of the local
scene, he claimed to have a couple decades of experience but he had an extremely abrasive personality and honestly I never believed that he had that much
experience, he just didn't have the polish of a seasoned Dominant. He made people around him uncomfortable and
was never really accepted anyway. I have
no idea if they are practicing just dating, or if they are even together any
longer. I can say…my stress level
dropped greatly after I stopped mentoring, I’m very bad about taking on the
stress and drama of my friends, I keep my life relatively low key, if we have
an issue we just talk it out immediately, we talk the big stuff (mostly the kid
stuff) through, make a decision and provide a united front. The other stuff I just defer to Sir’s choices. It has worked for us for 28 years so I think
we’ll continue to work this way.
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