my Affirmation


"i patiently follow the guidance of my higher self on the path to enlightenment."

Thursday, August 29, 2013

Prelude to the In Laws

i think i have finally started to conquer the pneumonia...i hate laying around and having people wait on me....that's my job!  

Today i get to go out for a birthday dinner with two of my sister subs/slaves, i'm very much looking forward to it....what i am not looking forward to is that Sir's family will start arriving tomorrow for my niece's wedding...i know that at least 3 of his siblings will be here, not sure about the rest, to say that i don't like them and that they don't respect me would be an understatement.  In the last couple of years i have just avoided them not possible this time.  i was actually such a bad slave that last night i started hinting that i needed to play, i don't do that, it's for him to decide when we play...but i'm not sure he understands the stressful this will be for me.  His in-laws are awesome, my brother and sister are the easiest people in the world to get along with, no undercurrents of passive aggressive behavior.  Oh well, i'll do the best i can and try to remember that he chose me and stays with me because he loves me.  i just wish i could get my house in a little better shape but that just isn't possible so let the chips fall.

In very happy news.....i bought a new pair of shoes, not really sure they are wedding appropriate but i'm wearing them anyway!


My dress is black and white...

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