Another awesome journal prompt from luna! If you are masochist, how do you process pain? Are you the silent type? Screamer? Crier? Is this what is expected of you? How does your partner prefer you to process pain? |
i spend some time kneeling, before and after Sir collars me...i bring me into myself, i don't really know how to describe it except that i block out everything else.
When we start, i do the same thing, bring myself to this little place inside, a place that is solely reserved for this. Every time the pain gets too intense, i try to go back to my "special place", when i can do that no more is usually when i have reached my limit, when i have reached subspace...he can feel in it my back and shoulders, can see the difference in my body language, whether it is playing with him...or someone else, he reads those clues and will swoop in with a blanket and be my saviour..it sounds very religious, and in a way it is. And, i am always quiet, it is what Sir wants and really what i need....making noise for me is a weakness, i know for others being vocal is a plus, just not for us. Seriously....if i'm vocal..i get that wonderful ball gag, lol!
So, yet another Journal Prompt down! i love luna and her prompts!
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