Short Update Tonight

It's the Monday of the last week Sir will be home from work.  i love him dearly but my schedule is so off, i'm used to a certain amount of time alone each week to keep on schedule, i'm so far off of that!  Fortunately Sir has been very lenient with this but it puts a certain amount of stress on me.

i loved the weekend, it was the first play i've had in weeks...i didn't want to put any extra pressure on Sir while i knew that he was stressing in his role as provider.  The mess with the ex (if you can even call it that since she was an ex so freaking fast, and i flitted in and out of her life like all the others, lol) i kept totally to myself, we haven't talked about it and that's ok....we'll talk about it after he is feeling comfortable in his new job.  He is my rock, even when he doesn't know that he is.

Tonight #2 and Sir are at the movies and i'm home watching White Collar...all is well, all is good, and i feel us getting back to ourselves.  The fact that two different Dominants approached us about playing at BMSL is reassuring, these are people who know our boundaries as far as sex during a scene....i'm psyched!