Steroids Suck

Yep, that's what i feel like!

Yes, i broke down and started the steroids yesterday, i never handle them well and it is always a last resort to take them.  i consulted with a nurse friend and we both agreed that it was a must do.  Today was the second day and my breathing is so much better, of course i'm about to jump out of my skin, slept only 3 hours last night and want to claw my eyes out...but, it is what it is, if i hadn't taken them i'd probably be hospitalized myself, the numbers just kept dropping and at some point it is inevitable. 


Picked up ss from the hospital today and got her home and settled, she's going to have some healing to do and our time frame for the things we need to get done before she leaves just got more and more complicated.  We'll work it out, we always do, being submissive means learning to get things done!

With that i'm out for the night.  Sir wants to have a vanilla date tomorrow night, we haven't been on a vanilla date that didn't include the kids in years, it will be interesting to see what we come up with to do!  A twitter friend suggested at trip to the park and ice cream (would that be vanilla ice cream??) and the fact that it is about 40 degrees here kinda complicates that one!




Sleep tight all.