Sunday's Bed Rest

i've been so absent lately, yesterday i was so nauseated and my chest is hurting again.  i spent the day in bed and i'm back there again today.  i guess i will need to call the doctor in the morning, it's not as bad as it was but there is certainly something going on.  i really, really, really don't wanna spend almost $800 for a CAT scan for them to tell me what i already suspect, that there is scar tissue in my lungs that won't ever be gone.  We'll see what tomorrow brings.

i'm really bummed that we missed our group's monthly meeting and munch yesterday and the Whipnic today...next kinky thing on the menu is Friday and it's our private group social at Atomic Cowboy, i do not plan on missing it!

#4 starts school on Tuesday, yay and not so yay, i'll miss him but having the house to myself will be nice.  i know that Sir is really not liking his job much, i'm trying to send him all the good vibes i have for him to find another job, preferably one with better benefits...i'm hoping by tomorrow i'm feeling enough better to actually do ritual, i have lots of things to take care of...

So, rather than whine on, i'm going to take yet another nap.