Hey guys, sorry i haven't updated, but honestly things have been very ho hum after the weekend. i mean there are only so many ways to describe my housekeeping chores, lol.
So, since i've really got nothing new...how about a Journal Prompt!
Are you into pain? Is it a service you offer as a part of your submission? Do you believe you could be trained to take pain as pleasure?
i am into pain, but i don't think it is a part of my submission. i serve my Sir because i want to, not because i expect anything in return for that service. He does scene with me, and when we do i receive what he is able to give, but it is not all pain, it's sensual, it's playful, it's restraint...a way to free my mind for a period of time. On occasion Sir arranges for me to scene with a well trusted Sadist in our community, this is when i am able to get my big "pain fix". This Sadist does not expect anything in return for the service He offers me, and this is why the relationship works, i get pain and He gets to go further that He is normally able to with His submissive. It's a win-win.
Looking forward to the weekend, it's a Wolf's party weekend, there hasn't been a bad party in that mansion yet! But first i need to get my mammogram tomorrow, i'm cool with the pain of it but i always kinda freak out waiting for the results, i had a suspicious area a couple years ago so i'm always on edge (and not in a good way!)
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