Post Mammogram

Very sleepless night last night, i was sleeping with Sir but moved to my own bed when i could tell my restlessness was waking him.  Every time i have a mammogram scheduled it's like this, even though it's like 99% sure that it's fine...that one phone call comes back to haunt me.  You've got to remember, i'm only 2 years younger than my mother was when she died of cancer, i don't take anything for granted!  Fortunately the tech didn't take any extra views and didn't have the "oh shit" look on her face so i'm pretty sure it's fine!  She did comment on how well i handled the exam, said she has so many squeelers, really?  it's not that bad.

Looks like we're going to my nephew's 21st birthday party tomorrow night, i'm cool with it, he's really the only nephew i like and he made a special point of coming to #4's graduation party. i think it is in a private residence so we can take #4 with us...waiting to hear back, if it's in a bar he won't be able to go.  

Our private group has what they call the "Excursion" the first Friday of the month, it's a chance for group members to get to know our perspectives, if #4 doesn't go with us we will probably stop by that after.  This is what we received earlier today:

~~"As many of you know & as we indicated in the MC Minutes, a panel of BDSM lifestyle participants (who all happen to be StL3 Members!!) have been asked to appear at a conference at Washington University to discuss 'BDSM activities' and how we live this in our life here in StL.  

This is a very exciting opportunity to showcase WIITWD is a positive light!  And answer to some of the stigma that plagues our lifestyle.

This conference is all geared toward educating these Sex Educators, Counselors and Therapists professionals on different aspects of many different alternative lifestyles.  The conference is ending on Friday night and we will be extending an invitation to these professionals to attend our Excursion on Friday night, if they wish, in hopes of continuing this dialog and discussion.  

These are all professional practitioners and are well aware of our needs for discretion.  Hopefully, some of you, our StL3 Family, will be there at our Excursion (details below)  to help continue this very important dialog."~~

Could be interesting.....and then...there is always Wolf's!!!  :-)

Ok, dinner is almost ready, broiled lemon pepper tilapia, steamed broccoli and homemade rolls....yep, i love Sir!!!!