We've packed up #4 for his trip to college...everything is in place. We'll leave at 5 am tomorrow to move him in and attend orientation. i should be excited, and i guess i am for him but i'm mourning the loss of my youngest. i want him to have an awesome time at school, to experience all that he can but i still know that i will miss having him at home with us.
i went downstairs earlier and Sir looked at me and asked if i needed a beating...i so much do need one but i also know that #4's last night at home should be much more vanilla and so i will wait. A beating to help me let loose of all these constraints, all of this planning and worrying would be nice but my responsibilities are with #4, to make his last night at home a good night. i totally hate being a grownup sometimes!
And with that i'm heading to bed, 5 am comes very early....combine that with a major disappointment on another side and i'm ready....
Have a great night all!
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