my Affirmation


"i patiently follow the guidance of my higher self on the path to enlightenment."

Friday, August 9, 2013

Packed and Ready To Go!

We've packed up #4 for his trip to college...everything is in place.  We'll leave at 5 am tomorrow to move him in and attend orientation.  i should be excited, and i guess i am for him but i'm mourning the loss of my youngest.  i want him to have an awesome time at school, to experience all that he can but i still know that i will miss having him at home with us.

i went downstairs earlier and Sir looked at me and asked if i needed a beating...i so much do need one but i also know that #4's last night at home should be much more vanilla and so i will wait.  A beating to help me let loose of all these constraints, all of this planning and worrying would be nice but my responsibilities are with #4, to make his last night at home a good night.  i totally hate being a grownup sometimes!

And with that i'm heading to bed, 5 am comes very early....combine that with a major disappointment on another side and i'm ready....

Have a great night all!

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