Big Talk

Well, Sir and i had a long talk over dinner tonight, #4 was at a choir performance and we had the house to ourselves.  We talked more about the MSF last night and about my feelings on my submission.  i told him that i was really ready to move to a more formal 24/7 submission.  He seemed a bit surprised by that, and asked me what i "get" from it.  i explained how serving him makes me feel fulfilled, how when he looks at me and says thank you for something that i've done for him i can feel the pride all the way to my core.

This is where i belong, at His feet

He is willing to go deeper with me, he set a few perimeters that i was very comfortable with and we both agreed that we will continue to be very cautious in front of our children but that other than that it would be a full on 24/7.  i am extremely excited by this, and really can't wait to get started.  Of course, #4 came home right after that so it was a bit anti-climatic but that's ok, just knowing it is on the horizon is exciting to me.


i anticipate some bumps in the road but that's to be expected.  Of course, i'll keep you updated as to how it goes.