MSF

Wow, as usual the Forum was highly emotional.  There were tears but there was also a lot of introspection.  Some of the women whose submission i respect the most, came with doubts about their own level of submission.  i guess we all struggle with identity issues and fears that we aren't enough for our Dominants.  It would be very interesting to see if the Doms at the Dominant Dialogue would answer the question the same as their submissive did.  Obviously we'll never know since the two meetings are kept strictly apart but it would be interesting to see.


For me, i know that i am nowhere near the level of submission that i seek, but to be honest, Sir is not ready for that level either, we're making this journey together.  One of my friends had a great suggestion tonight, she said that at the last event she gave up complete control to her Dominant, everything from what she would wear, the classes and dungeon time selections, even what she would eat.  He took every single choice away and she said that she was in a type of subspace that lasted the entire weekend.  i just sat down with Sir and He has agreed to that  for Spanksgiving.  At the last event, Beat Me in St. Louis, He took away many of my choices, but not everything, so this will be different for us.


As always, i'd love to hear from you about your feelings on your level of submission.